Well, it’s official. I am an alumna of the St. Lawrence
University Kenya Semester Program.
This past week was filled with last minute paper writing and frantic
packing, wondering if our oversized suitcases would exceed the weight
limit. For me and several other
students, packing wasn’t as hectic because we are extending our stay in Kenya
and departing for the United States near the end of May. I am currently in the
transition stage of my time here having said goodbye to my friends yesterday, yet
waiting until tomorrow to greet my family in Nairobi.
To the SLU KSP staff: your program has truly changed my
life. I am forever grateful for the opportunities you’ve provided me, the
friends you’ve introduced me to, and the lessons you’ve taught me. Never in a million years did I foresee
a future for myself in East Africa, but this semester in Kenya has made me
rethink my priorities and what I want to do with my life.
Nowhere else in the entire world have I witnessed a culture so
rich and transparent. From the food, to the dress, to the mannerisms, walking
down the streets of Nairobi or the dirt roads in Meru, you get a taste of where
people come from and where their priorities lie. Strangers offer you smiles and
ask you how you are, not because it’s written into society’s cultural script
but because of their own genuine curiosity and interest.
I wonder how my readjustment to U.S. culture will be, if I
can even call it that. When I walk into a boutique and am struck by the number
of zeros on a price tag, I won’t be able to bargain with the salesperson. I
can’t stop a random motorcyclist on the street and ask him/her to drive me to
the supermarket. I can’t satisfy a sudden craving for chapatti by approaching
any street vendor.
Don’t get me wrong—I miss by friends and family dearly, but
I have come to know and love Kenyan culture. I have grown up so much during my
time in East Africa, and I’ve been lucky enough to experience things I never
dreamed possible. I milked cows and goats for the first time in my life. I went
hunting for hyraxes in the middle of the Tanzanian bush. I drove a safari van through the Yaeda
Valley. I navigated my way through a new city in Uganda. I witnessed a birth!
These are some of my unique experiences that have earned Kenya (and most of
East Africa for that matter) a special place in my heart.
I’m not saying that after I graduate I’ll move back to
Africa and establish a new life here. However, I will return at some point
whether it’s a year from now or fifty years from now, and whether it’s for 3
weeks or 3 months. I have seen,
heard, tasted, felt, and even smelled too much here to not come back at some
point and repay the thanks and appreciation that I have for this region of the
world. I can’t imagine having a
genuinely bad day in the United States when there are women selling their
bodies for water and children living amongst trash and human waste in the slums
of Nairobi. Whatever I decide to pursue, whether it be medicine or a career in
the circus, I hope to pay it forward in some way to the place that has taught
me so much. I want to remember my host family in Meru who had never even seen a
deck of cards before, and think of how my privilege can be used to help those
less fortunate.
So thank you Kenya, Tanzania, and Uganda. Thank you for
showing me how to live spontaneously, embrace adventure, seek out new
experiences, and truly appreciate all that I’ve been given. I won’t forget
about you, and I won’t let my friends and family forget about you. I will
continue to share my stories until I’m blue in the face.
Certainly having this transition period has allowed me time
to think and perhaps become a bit too nostalgic. However, I can’t help but
reflect on my experiences and be grateful for all of them. I’ve done more in
these past four months than I could have ever imagined. I’m looking forward to
seeing my family tomorrow and introducing them to my new world and my second
home.
I would like to offer a final thank you to anyone who helped
enrich my experience this past semester, whether you were a fellow student on
the KSP program, a family who welcomed me into your home with open arms, a
stranger who flashed me a smile, or a friend/family member Stateside who kept
in touch with me while I’ve been away. Thank you to those of you who read my
blog, whether it was one post or every post. I know some of them were more
entertaining and concise than others, but each post offered a different viewpoint
as to how I’ve been living my life these past four months. I can only hope that
I’ve changed your perceptions of East Africa if you’ve never been, or that I’ve
made you reflect upon your own experiences if you have.
I’m excited to see what these next two weeks have in store,
and I hope to savor every minute that I have left in Kenya. I can’t wait to see
my friends and family when I return to the United States, and I’ll miss those whom
I’m leaving behind.
My sign off for every post (“Kwaheri ya kuonana”) means
“goodbye until we meet again” in Kiswahili. My professor at Washington
University says it after each class because it signifies that there will be
another tomorrow and that this goodbye is not the final goodbye. And so I’ll leave you with these very
same words. This final blog post does not mean I’m saying goodbye to East
Africa forever. I will be back.
Kwaheri ya kuonana!